it’s okay to think, I promise

stopping to think is simultaneously the best and worst thing I can do.
at night, or in the early morning, if I think about all there is to do the next day my heart will race, my eyes won’t close and I can’t breathe properly. I have to call on my practiced techniques to calm my [...]

countdown to landing

day one:
minor signs of alienation are already apparent. don’t let it get to you. they have a shared history, time together before you. don’t let it get to you. it’s not about you. it’s not meant to hurt you. you cannot control the lives and actions of others. you cannot expect them to be like [...]

you did this

you did this.
you wrote this.
it’s you.
with your cannbis buyers pen, wearing gym shorts and needing a shower.
there are clothes on the floor, bags, books, shoes, paper.
not you.
you are above, alive and real.
you are loved and wanted and real.
so very real.
and you did this.